AUTHOR'S NOTE: This story deals with some mature issues. If you can't handle that then, please go back. Also I do own the girl in the story, so you can't use her in any other story without my permission.

"When are you flying out?" he asked from his hotel room. The girl on the other end sighed. She hated doing this to him but...

"Justin, I thought I told you, baby. I can't make it."

"But just last week you said you had the weekend off," Justin said. His voice was a little shaky, but it had been weeks,

possibly months since the last time he saw her. God, he missed her.

"I know but management scheduled some more appearances for me. You know how that is, right?" She replied. There was an

awkward pause.

"Justin, please tell me you understand?" She pleaded with him.

"Yeah, yes, of course. Of course Lily-billy. I understand," he choked.

"Good. I got to go J. I love you. And I'm sorry," Lily managed to say.

"I love you too." He waited until he heard her hang up until he put the receiver back down on the cradle. He sat at the end of

the bed thinking. Thinking about her. He loved her sandy blonde her. The way it tickled his nose when he held her close. How it

always smelled like strawberries. He loved her eyes. Her icy blue eyes. The way they danced whenever she spoke of one of her

passions. Her passion, one of them being music. That's how they met. Through music. One thing was for sure, he loved her more

than anything else. He craved her when she wasn't around. And this weekend she was supposed to be with him. They were

supposed to be together. But she was called away for appearances. Most likely for photo shoots or interviews. But he understood.

He goes through the same stuff day in and day out just like her. He understood completely.

When they finally got together it was four weeks later. He had planned on meeting her at the airport (even though she insisted

on him not too) because he was eager to see her. Plus he would be out of the other guys' hair and off their nerves. All week long

all Justin would talk about was her. Lily this. Lily that. They were getting tired of him sounding like a broken record. But don't get

me wrong, they all liked Lily. They thought she was beautiful. She looked like a goddess to everyone. And every guy wanted her.

But Justin had gotten her.

He stood back waiting for her. He knew Lily could find him. They could find each other in blindfolds if they had too, according

to Justin.

"Nice disguise," she said as she approached him. He went towards her and embraced her with a long waited hug, and don't

forget kiss.

"Ready?" he managed to say after they pulled apart.

"Always."

They walked together, hand in hand, not caring if any photographers were looking and taking pictures.

On the limo ride back to the hotel, they caught up on each others' lives. 'NSYNC was about to release another single, while Lily

was informed that her album had finally reached the number one spot after four weeks.

When they pulled up to the hotel, and finally got to their room, they fell into each other's arms, lost in a kiss.

"So what should we do now?" Lily asked when their lips had left each other.

"I can think of one thing," Justin said with a smirk.

"Justin Randall, you have a dirty mind," Lily replied, wrapping her finger around one of his curls.

"No, Chris and Joey have a dirty mind. I just place two and two together," he said grinning. He brought her closer with his lips

to hush her soft laughs. He kissed her softly until her hands grabbed his shirt urging him to come even closer then he all ready

was. He slowly moved his hands up her arms and her shoulders, while Lily worked her hands to unbuckle his belt...

After she left, Justin felt that they're three days had been well spent. Of course it was mainly spent in their room, but it was

well spent. VERY well spent.

"So is Lily gone?" Lance asked.

"Yep," Justin said with a sigh.

"Did she even come?" Joey asked.

"I know what you mean Joe, she was here. She was in little JuJu's room doing only God knows what," Chris said nudging Justin

in the ribcage with his elbow. It started as a giggle but erupted into more laughter.

"Hey man, at least I'm getting some without paying money. If you know what I mean," Justin said nudging Chris in the ribcage

with his elbow. And even more laughter came.

That weekend was the last weekend off for the both of them in a long time. Every time they would plan a couple of days

together, one of them would have to cancel.

"Are you sure you can't make it Lily-billy?" Justin had asked.

"Yes, hun, I'm sure. I wish I could make it but, but something else came up." It wasn't a complete lie, she thought to her self.

"Okay Lily. I love you," he said sweetly.

"I-I love you too," she said.

If she couldn't make it here, Justin thought, I'll go there.

He had planned it perfectly. She would be in New York, doing interviews all day long, and he would have the same weekend

off. He would surprise her by showing up unexpected. She would love it. He would love it. They would love it.

When Justin arrived at the hotel Lily was staying at, he managed to get a key to her room. As soon as he walked in, he could

immediately tell that she was there. Not in person, of course, but her stuff was lazily thrown all over the place, and her usual scent

of strawberries was hanging in the air. He felt safe when he was with her. Wanted. Loved. Happy. All those emotions he felt

when he was with her.

After several minutes of debating where he should wait for her, when he finally decided, the bedroom. He opened the door to

her bedroom and plopped down on the bed. He glanced around the room noticing her stuff everywhere. Her shoes kicked off her

feet and lying in a pile by the door. Her clothes placed over chairs and her suitcases. Justin smiled to himself knowing he was

lucky. He was one of the few to have a girl like Lily.

It seemed like an eternity for him to wait for Lily. He almost dozed off while waiting for her, when he heard a door open. Justin

smiled to himself as he heard laughter. He opened the door slightly, finally deciding to surprise her.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" a manly voice asked.

"Of course. I love you Nick," Lily said.

Justin couldn't believe his ears. That was HIS LILY, his Lily-billy kissing another guy. He felt sick to his stomach. His girlfriend

for almost two years cheated on him. He felt tears sting his eyes.

"Lily, wh-what are you do-doing?" Justin said softly as he opened the door more. Lily stopped what she was doing and looked

over at Justin.

"Justin, I'm sorry you had to find out this way," Lily said with no emotion.

"How could you?" he managed to say. Lily took a deep breath and began.

"Ever since I first saw you, I knew I wanted you, but all I thought it was going to be was a couple of one night stands. But it

took awhile before, you know, and I was going to dump you afterward, but you were so good. And I stress that good part," Lily

said.

Justin stood there, shocked. She used him. He was her boy toy and she didn't care at all. The feeling finally sunk in. And then

the tears began to fall.

"Justin don't cry. I, um, thought you knew," Lily said pulling on her lower lip.

Justin ran out with tears rapidly coming down his cheeks. He got himself a cab, and told the driver to drive. He didn't believe

the rumors about Lily. How she slept with every and any guy. How they said she said she was a slut. And she was. He didn't

believe them, but now he wished he had. He made the cab driver stop at a bridge, and after he paid his fare, the driver sped off.

Justin looked over the bridge and began thinking. After about two hours later, Justin came to a conclusion.

"I can't handle this pain. It's too much. There's no way I can overcome this. I've had this happen to me too many times now.

No one can help. Not the guys. Not my mother. No one. I'm sorry." Justin then stood up and looked outward and plunged to his

death.

*******

"The search for 'NSYNC's Justin Timberlake has come to an end. His body was found in the Hudson River in New York City.

The coroner reports that it was suicide," the anchor reported. "We now go to a live press conference in Orlando, Florida with the

remaining members of 'NSYNC."

"We can't believe that, um, Justin could have done this," JC said choking a little bit.

Lily then switched off her television and sat for a moment.

"Hmm, that's really sad. They were good guys. Why would he do that? Man. Oh well, I knew there was something wrong with

Justin. Jeez," Lily said. She then went through her planner to find some phone numbers and finally found the number she was

looking for.

Lily picked up her phone and punched in the numbers. After several rings it picked up.

"Kevin? Hi this is Lily. I'm lonely..."

She felt no remorse.

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