Snap Shots Series: In Focus
"What was that all about?" she asked. She stopped herself from throwing a fit and pointed a hand out into the hallway as she followed him into the confines of their suite.
"Nothing," Lance said as if they were having a normal conversation and she hadn't asked him why he'd just practically run away from a meeting. She hated that he was so calm about all of this. It just made her even more jumpy about everything.
"Tell me," she demanded as he walked further into the room without looking back at her. She paused near the doorway and tried to keep her temper. She didn't want to fight with him. She needed him now more than she ever thought she would, but at the same time she needed to get some things out in the open. She felt, at that moment, that he was being too overprotective with her. Most of the time that was a good thing, but today she needed to be a part of the action. She needed to know what was going on so that she felt like she'd be able to take care of herself on her own if something were to keep Lance from being there with her.
"The guy was going to scam us and the lawyer told me to disappear," he said. He took off his pager and his cell phone and placed them on the long table behind the couch then paused for a moment to read a piece of paper there before moving into the living room area. "If I had taken the information the guy had for us it would have done more harm than good so I thought it would be best to disappear before the guy got there. The guy wasn't a lawyer and whatever information he had for the two of us, IF it were actual information, would have put us in the wrong. We would have been receiving stolen goods or whatever. The lawyer tried to explain it to me, but all I needed to hear was that it was stolen."
"What about that little girl?" she asked. She walked into the room and leaned against the table where Lance had left his pager and phone. She ran a finger over the numbers on the phone then looked up at him.
"Maybe he thought that we'd stay longer if she was there and it turns out he was right. I could see it in your eyes that you wanted to sit and talk with her. He would have used that against us I'm sure," Lance explained.
Willa turned away from him and stomped her foot. "When is this shit going to end?" she asked. She turned back around and wiped her face as tears began to fall. Lance had taken a seat on the couch in front of the television so she went and plopped down next to him. He gave her a sympathetic smile and hugged her close.
Trying to concentrate on something else, Willa's eyes went in search of the remote control. She hadn't seen it earlier; but then again, she wasn't really looking for it then either. "I think it's not going to end for a while honey. I know that you want it to, and of course I want it to too, but this is a big deal. If Amy and Brennan can keep this up long enough the bad press will do some damage like they want it to. We just need to stay strong and make sure that we stick together on this one."
Willa's stomach jumped at the thought of sticking together with Lance. She hadn't thought about it until then, but she tried to picture herself with him in the future. When she was younger it seemed as if she always tried to picture herself growing old and gray with her boyriends, but with Lance there was something different about him. She really could picture herself with him. She saw them sitting in Orlando as old folks chatting and talking, but at the same time she wasn't sure if she could sit back and wait for all the commotion to die down so that she could enjoy her later years.
"I don't feel good," she said and leaned against his shoulder. Her stomach growled and she leaned over a bit. She'd never had an ulcer, but she could feel the nervous energy eating away at her from the inside out.
"What's wrong Fred?" he asked.
"My stomach hurts and this whole thing is really starting to give me a headache." She stretched out then curled into a ball and snuggled closer to him.
Lance flipped on the television. "We don't have anything scheduled for an hour or so. Hang out for awhile and we'll see how things go. Once the guys get back we'll be busy again and then it'll be easier for you to keep your mind off of all this."
"Hmm," she said with droopy eyes.
Willa nodded and moved her head into a more comfortable position on his shoulder to sleep. Lance lifted a hand up to her head and patted her hair then pressed a kiss to her forehead. "Try an relax Willa."
With one arm curled around her stomach and one arm curled around him, across his chest, she fell asleep still worried about the court case that was looming over them.
"Elena, I need a favor," Willa said softly into the phone. She held the receiver of the phone with too hands. She'd been shaking ever since she'd left the other room and was now having a hard time getting the words out of her mouth that she wanted to say.
An explosion in the movie in the other room made a loud noise and she found herself jumping. She'd been on edge most of the afternoon and evening. When the guys had returned to the hotel for the night she had planned to hang out with them, but now, as they all were sucked into a movie, she found herself wanting to be alone.
"What was that?" Elena asked with a lazy tone. She seemed concerned, but not at all surprised to hear that something crazy was going on behind Willa.
"The guys are watching a movie in the other room…some beat them up and kick them in the balls or something kind of movie," Willa said in a whisper and looked around the bedroom. She let her eyes linger on the suitcases on the dresser and the bags on the floor.
Side by side. It seemed perfect, her stuff lined up next to Lance's, all neat and orderly as if they were made to be together that way, but somehow today she'd gotten discouraged and felt that they would never fit together like other couples did. No matter how hard she tried she knew that there would always be something holding them back. Whether it be her career or his or the whole thing with Brennan or the press, something seemed to be keeping them apart.
"What's wrong honey?" Elena asked.
"I need to go shopping tomorrow, you know, get away from Lance for a bit, but I need you to go with me," she said. She picked at her fingernail a little as she tried to keep her nerve. She had to do this. She'd been feeling a little overwhelmed by everything the last few days and she needed an escape. In the old days she would go hide out with Amy, but now that her friendship with her was no longer something that she had to lean on she found herself dialing Elena instead.
"Why are you whispering?" she asked.
"Please Elena, don't ask," she said. Tears came to her eyes and she wondered again if she was right about her guess. Being over emotional usually wasn't something that she suffered from, but since the meeting that morning she'd found herself feeling a little more than emotional about stupid thing. "I'll explain it to you tomorrow. Can you meet me for lunch at the hotel?"
"Sure," Elena said, "How about noon?"
"Sounds good," Willa sighed.
"What are we going shopping for?" Elena asked, "I need to stop by and pick up some film I had developed and I need to shop for a new outfit for the summer kick off party."
"Summer kick off?" she asked, "It's still snowing outside you doof."
"I know," Elena said, "But I have to be prepared."
Willa heard her shuffling papers and wondered if Elena was still working. It was just after eight at night, but Elena had been known to work most of the evening from her home. Willa had caught her on more than a few occasions wheeling and dealing into the night. "If it's lingerie I'm not the one to ask honey. Besides I feel kind of like your mother and I don't want to know what you are or aren't showing your man."
"No," Willa said and took a deep breath as her stomach flip-flopped for the twentieth time that hour. "I have to go to the drug store."
"I'm not buying you and your man condoms," Elena rambled off, "You're old enough to do that on your own. Didn't you ever hear that speech in school about abstinence being the best way to keep from getting--"
"No," Willa said with a whine, "I'm not buying condoms. Actually it's probably too late for those to be effective anyway." She turned and stared at the door praying that it wouldn't open and Lance wouldn't hear the conversation.
There was a pause in the conversation. "Are you saying that I think you're saying?" Elena asked.
"Yes," Willa said with a sigh. There was going to be no easy way around this. Elena wanted to hear the news and wasn't going to stop until she got what she wanted. "I need to go get a pregnancy test."
"What makes you think you need one? Other than the obvious." She chuckled. "Excuse me for asking this, but how is that guy in bed? I imagine that Justin and the other one, what's his name? JC would be good, but Lance seems a little shy in that department."
"My sex life is just fine," Willa said with a smile thinking of the last few nights she'd spent with Lance. They didn't have sex every night, but Willa thought she got just as much joy out of just being there with him than anything else. "Thank you very much. I've felt sick since this morning and I've done all my tricks to get my stomach to settle and they aren't working so I figured I better do a check just in case."
Elena changed the tone of her voice into one of concern and half "I-told-you-so" tone. "Your mother is going to kill me you know?"
"My mother?" she asked, "Lance is going to kill me if he finds out about this."
There was a noise behind her and soon Lance appeared in the doorway.
"Hey," he said softly poking his head into the room. "I thought you might have gone to sleep so I came in to check on you."
"Nope," she said holding the phone away from her mouth, "I was just making plans to go shopping with Elena tomorrow. I would have called out there, but the movie was kind of loud."
"Oh," he said. He rubbed his forehead and spoke loudly, "Hey Elena."
Willa could hear Elena laugh.
"Are you going to come back out or are you going to go to bed?" he asked.
"I think I'm going to hit the sheets," she held up a hand up to him to pause their conversation then spoke into the phone, "Noon tomorrow and we'll go shopping, right Elena?"
"Sure," Elena said, "Give Lance kisses for me."
"Of course," Willa said then turned back to Lance after hanging up the phone. "Are you going to go to sleep?" she asked.
"I think so. The guys are out watching the movie, but I need a shower and some extra sleep. After tomorrow I've got to fly out to Colorado, then to Orlando for a few days then back to Mississippi then back to wherever the hell this court case is going to be held."
Willa rubbed the palm of her hand across the back of her neck. "I guess I'll go stay at the house again after tonight," she said.
Lance watched her. "You could come with me if you wanted to."
Willa wished that she could. SHe'd been thinking about it for a while now and she wondered if she should take it easy for a while and take the summer off to travel with him. SHe knew that it would be career suicide, but she almost wanted all the fame to go away. Only a part o her still remained that liked the life that she lived.
"No," she said, "I should stay here. I need to stay in New York for a while." She held her stomach and prayed that she was going to be ok. All of a sudden she felt light-headed.
"Are you still feeling sick?" he asked.
"A little," she said, "Ever since that meeting this morning my stomach has been in knots."
"Why don't you go jump in the hot tub downstairs?" he asked, "You look a little stressed out Fred."
"I would," She sighed and leaned back against the mattress, "but I just don't want to leave the room. I feel drained all of a sudden."
"Want to jump in the shower or even the tub with me?" he asked. He looked at her sideways, almost with a laugh connected to the comment.
Willa smiled at the thought of being there with him. She had taken showers with him before, but this one would be taken at a little more leisurely pace, "What about the other guys?"
"They all can't fit in that tub. I think it's only made for two." He winked at her.
Willa blushed, "I meant what about them being here. I don't want them to be standing outside listening to us in the bathroom."
Lance put his hands up, "I was just going to shower. I don't know what you're going to do."
"You're too much," she said and got up and went over to him. She slid her arms around him, "What am I going to do with you?"
"Punish me?" he said with a low rumbling voice then covered his mouth and with a shocked voice responded to his own comment, "Did I say that out loud?"
"Yes you did my dear," she said and leaned in.
His arms slid nicely around her and pulled her close and for an instant she forgot everything. He was standing so close that she could easily lean and touch her lips to him, so instead of holding back, she let herself go and tried to remember what it was like before there was all the drama in their lives. She first kissed his chin then moved up and planted a big kiss on his lips before she leaned back from him to talk to him, "I need a little distraction today and I think you may be able to help me with that."
"You mean I'm just a distraction now?" he asked sounding as if he was seriously hurt by her comment. If she didn't know better she would have thought that he was being serious, but she knew that he was probably just kidding.
"Of course not honey," she said. Her hand moved up to his cheek. "You need to shave," she said with a soft voice then moved her hands around to massage his neck. "You know what I mean. I know that you'll get my mind off of some of the other crap that has been going on and I have a feeling you need some distraction too."
"Its not your mind I was hoping to seduce," he said.
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